

A decade has passed and now its 2010. Its odd enough that I am living during these years when back then these numbers were often seen as the future. My New Years has been the same since I was born, not really much of a party, staying up till the clock hits 12, hugging and kissing my mom while the rest sleep or the older brothers are somewhere else having fun. Now that im older, I think to myself that I am still the same kid that I was 5 years ago staying home most of the time. But, ive noticed somewhat a change in the relationship me and my mom have. Thank god it hasnt gotten bad but really good actually. Ive learned to love my mom more than I have ever loved her in years because I was only a child. My relationship with her has grown soo much that I dont see her as my mom but as the only person I can truly call best friend (since I strongly dislike those two words and call those who are like brother/sister to me close friends). But I can honestly say my mother is the best friend I only have. Rest assure, my year couldnt have ended better but with my mother. 2009 wasnt soo bad for me, actually was a good year (except for some minor incidents and what not). Everyone is predicting 2010 to be the year that everything is fixed. Hope so because im so not looking foward to 2012. Fucking movie is just too much, but if you research it you wouldnt be that scared. Theres going to be some changes done this year, good ones.
This past weekend was mando’s birthday party. ”Duhcrew”, according to Ana lol, decided to throw him a celebration on friday. With special juice involved everyone was having a good time. A few drama moments but it all cooled off. We played beer,tequila shot, and mixed drink pong (since we didnt have enough beer for all the cups). Ana couldnt take mixing everything and I couldnt agree more because that shit was NASTY. But in the end me mixing Bacardi Lemon and Cranberry for everyone was great because I made em bomb! Heres a few pictures of that night
I know I have the brains to accomplish such task. With this said why have I deprived myself from it? First of all I was too stupid to even get it done (I now have declared myself a lazy fucker) but now that I try to even sign up it would have been alot tougher. I mean its easy to sign up but when your parents are illegal, it just doesnt make things easier. I hope FAFSA see beyond it and actually gives me money to put through a wise kid who still needs knowledge for their future. God almighty be by my side like you were to my mother when she had surgery. Atleast this way I can start beliving in you more than what I do now.
Mood: Discomfort
Arvo Part’s Magnificat
Soo I decided to delete my video of where I was taking a humoungus CRAP because my mind kept telling me to take it off. Not only that but I wouldnt want some stalkers seeing some shit like that. No way juanmanuel. Got tired of the name jose…anyways might get some footage of the weekend thats if I somehow get 10 dollars by friday. Yeah would go into detail but its suprise. SHHH it involves food and special juice LOL other than that I will b e trying my best to bring back the spice in this blog (needs it really bad) byrecording everything I go through because if my life were to become a film man would it be interesting but I bet most of you say the same thing and agree on that note. Im very interested in Arvo Pärt at the moment since Bjork got me into him. His music is soooo beautiful man, makes me want to take the path again to become a orquestral composer. This is his masterpiece Magnificat. You can call him the Modern Minimalist because he doesnt have to compose 500 notes to make masterpiece song. To View the video just look above you :) Stupid tumblr doesnt let any videos get involved with the text section. : ( ENJOY!
So today me and my bro just got our grillz done (Orthodontics appointment since we have braces) and everytime we leave the building, these buttons on the crosswalk lights always seem to fascinate us. Its like it BEEPS LOL sometimes we stay there for like 5 minutes just beeping and peoeple just stare hahaha. But this time ive been seeing those stupid auto insurance commercials of ostrich from the WB cartoons (old skool shit) and I dunno my stupidity came out and I re-enacted the commercial. At the end me and my bro were just fingering the button. LOL Dirty minded fools! Enjoy
There is nothing to explain its all in the title.
By the way I’m no longer a blackberry man I’m an iphonian lol if that word even exist
So I haven’t updated my blog lately but today I went out eith sandy and manda. We decided to watch a movie since sandys mom Sandra had gotten free tickets at her work. Since everybody has been raving about the movie the orphan I suggested we did. Not only was the movie suspenseful but hilarious at times. Some little gangster cholas were making us crack up with their comments. Especially when one of em said what the fuck is wrong with her like if the orphan had a choice to play a good happy role lol. Other than that I wouldn’t spoil it for you guys but reccomend you watch it and see for yourself